Monday, May 26, 2003
The things that matter
It's another day...I don't know. I feel like it was another wasted day. It was a rainy Monday and it never was fun getting your feet wet from the murky puddles of water. Heck, it was nothing compared to the day I had to spend again at the office. At least the aircon was brrrr...cold! Work was even colder...it felt like...dead-end.How many people do find work that they truly enjoy and earn good money from? Yeah, yeah. A lot I guess. The problem probably lies in the fact that I just haven't found the right one for me. Yeah, yeah. Maybe in this lifetime...or maybe not. But I refuse to be depressed. Yeah, right.
My only consolation is the smile that Reb, my fiesty little baby, gives me when I get home. The gummy smile makes you feel good...even if it's just for a moment before she tests your patience and endurance again. But that's okay. I mean, I have to endure that...or else I'll have to sell her. Obviously selling is out of the question. She's much to expensive. She's almost nine months now so if I do the math, then it will just be a couple of years of patience and endurance and I can sit back and say, "Yes, you can live your life now. I'll just be here for moral support." I'm hoping it'll be that simple...and that time will fly. Then again, maybe I'm better off with a gummy baby than a thick-skulled lady.
The gummy smile has been replaced by a sleepy grin. Thank goodness for small favors. I can now sleep too. Let's just hope she sleeps through the night...and most of the morning. Now that is what I will call...heaven!
